4 months
awesome facial hair growth. my chin is covered, and there are finally some random dark hairs growing on my jaw and neck. i have to shave every other day to avoid looking like a bum
legs and feet are getting hairier
voice has dropped waaaay low; i’ll make a video eventually
what if my voice just kept dropping until it was at matt berninger levels
that would be so amazing omg
moustache hair is finally coming in darker B) this is about a week of no shaving. i am not a fan of shaving bc my upper lip is always like numb and tingly afterward. like similar to the feeling when u get novocaine at the dentist
also my face is kinda thinning out, but that could be just because i’ve been eating less and exercising more. i don’t know my current weight; i have an endo appt in a month.
ugh i look like hell but i had just been out in what felt like a goddamn hurricane for three hours, so. you’d look like crap 2 ok
my shoulders look more buff too, but i don’t have any pictures rn bc i’m a lazy motherfucker
scarfofcumbersaurus asked: I'm willing to bet your voice is going to get deeper. Just sayin. :)
hahaaaa awesome B)
3 month update - talking about bodily fluids
is it 3? or 4? idr
i think 4 june is when i started T, so yeah a little over 3 months
voice got really deep. i think it’s about as low as it’s going to go. it’s really weird because when i hear myself talk, it always sounds like i’m doing something weird to my voice. idk i can’t explain it, but i’m sure i’ll get used to it, and i’m def not complaining B)
my legs are super friggin hairy
my shoulder and back muscles are a little bigger, probably from carrying my backpack around
my facial hair is still growing, but it’s NOT FAST ENOUGH >:C like dang, my legs are a fuckin jungle of hair, but i only have enough facial hair to look like a 13-year-old in the midst of puberty unless i shave every three fuckin days. i hate shaving. (i know it’s only been three months; i’m impatient as fuck ok)
face still rly oily, but i’m not getting much acne because i’m obsessive about wiping away oil and sweat with stridex pads
my pee smells
i don’t keep track of it, but I’m pretty sure it’s been over a month since my last period. i’m thinking this is due to the Arimidex my endo has me on; it’s an estrogen blocker, and i think it’s the reason for the awesome, swift cessation of my period
I always feel like an ass when we discuss gender roles in my adolescent lit class because whenever I talk about what society expects of women, I feel like everyone’s judging me because nobody is aware that I spent 18 years thinking I was a girl and trying really fucking hard to fit those roles
And I can’t just be like “But no, I DO know what I’m talk about. I spent more time and effort trying to be and thinking I was a girl than I have being a man. I know what I’m talking about” because then everyone would know, and that’s not something I’m down with
So I just sit there quietly and lose participation points
I mean I figure most of these people will guess that I’m trans when I do my presentation on trans YA lit but that’s not until October, and I’ve been passing so well lately and I just don’t want to ruin that just yet.
Also, T update: more facial hair growing faster B)
also, for like two or three days after my shot, I’m really weepy. Like I feel like I’m going to cry at the dumbest things all the time. Also my face is oily as hell for a couple of days after
avoiding homework rn
what is my hair even doing
